My emotions are on the surface today. This is unlike me. I long to dive into Jesus. It seems hard to find the watering hole. I read His Word and I pray. I take a different approach and I am careful of my prayers. I don't want to ask for too much, I don't want to seek the wrong things, I don't want to pray for just me and mine. I want what He wants for me.
I want His love and I want it all. All to myself. It is selfish. But I want to wrap it around me like a blanket of fresh woven rose petals. The smell so sweet the color so vibrant and rich.
I want to hear Him say "I love you, only you." He will say it. I have to listen. I have to be still. I have to show love too.
This is the story of my life. I am a single mom of three wonderful children. They are in school of course and so am I. I am in nursing school. I have four more semesters and a summer school term to go. Crazy, you say?! Absolutely! But I rather prefer the unapologetically wild adventure guided by God than my personal, apparently crappy plan I was living.
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